189. Bird Watching (John Ciardi)
Lifer!
Como estoy en Bogotá, que ni es mi ciudad ni tampoco un sitio nuevo, no tengo ansias de cosas-por-hacer, así que estos días de espera del visado están siendo especialmente tranquilos. Puedo quedarme en casa, leyendo y trabajando, sin ansias de otras cosas por hacer. (Lo malo de Bogotá: el frío, que no recordaba y para el que no venía preparada).
Después de comer he salido a dar una vuelta por el vecindario y he visto un parajillo pequeño por primera vez, ¡un lifer! Un pinchaflor negro (Diglossa humeralis o quizá el lafresnayii) con hombreras blancas.
John Ciardi, el poeta de hoy, es el autor de un libro magnífico sobre poesía: How Does a Poem Mean? El título ya sugiere que la pregunta al acerca a un poema no es qué significa el poema, sino cómo lo significa, de qué manera forma y sentido está intrínsecamente unidos. Ciardi cita un par de veces los siguientes versos de Yeats para hablar del aspecto performativo — imparafraseable— de la poesía:
O body swayed to music, o brightening glance,
how can we know the dancer from the dance?
BIRD WATCHING
John Ciardi
Every time we put crumbs out and sunflower
seeds something comes. Most often sparrows.
Frequently a jay. Now and then a junco or
a cardinal. And once—immediately and never
again, but as commonly as any miracle while it
is happening, and then instantly incredible for-
ever—the tiniest (was it?) yellow warbler
as nearly as I could thumb through the bird
book for it, or was it an escaped canary? or
simply the one impossible bright bird that is
always there during a miracle, and then never?
I, certainly, do not know all that comes to us
at times. A bird is a bird as long as it is
there. Then it is a miracle our crumbs and
sunflower seeds caught and let go. Is there
a book to look through for the identity
of a miracle? No bird that is there is
miracle enough. Every bird that has been is
entirely one. And if some miracles are rarer
than others, every incredible bird has crumbs
and seeds in common with every other. Let there
be bread and seed in time: all else will follow.